Thursday, August 15, 2013

Be happy if you cant be anything else

Good evening everyone :)
I hope all of you are doing well. Its been well over a month since my last post....I feel SO bad for not being able to post weekly like I wanted but, my job has been keeping me SUPER busy.
I work at an amphitheatre that has concerts during the summer and well...its summer!
I have been working 15-17 hour days during a show on top the usual 40 hours a week so its been kind of hard to get any 'mini making' time in. I did however, get my item for the swap finished :) It is in the mail as I write this and on its way to Canada!
I have branching out so to speak lately...Ive been drawing more, taking more "me" time, pondering my career, making "country wine mugs" and doing big parking lot sales. Ive been trying to test out different waters and see how they feel. I also bought a sketchbook and nice drawing pencil and am going to start sketching tattoo flash again. Maybe some fantasy artwork too.....
I think its good to get out of your usual shell from time to time. See where your passions lie and what your heart wants out of life.
My heart wants happiness and peace. It wants to be free from the harsh judgements of the world, be careless of their opinions, but never heartless. I just want to be happy basically. Sounds like a pretty obvious statement but happiness means a lot of different things to a lot of people.
For me, its knowing where your at in life and being ok with it. Having wonderful friends you can count on. Having a man/woman that loves you for YOU and makes you want to be more of yourself, even when you think its not possible. Having a nice house in a decent neighborhood with both of my children happy and safe. Simple things really.
Im sure thats what we all want though, at the core of whatever it is anyways.
Ok, enough of me being all "philosophical" on you all HAHAHAHA :-)
Time for bed!
I just wanted to let you all know, Im still here, Im still doing my mini work-in my head for now- and I still love you all <3
Sweet dreams and goodnight :-)

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